Hello world. It's been a few days so I figured I would update you. I am currently on ttc Cycle/Month: 5/5 and I’m on CD: 14.
I got a positive opk this morning but I do not think we will be able to get down tonight as Mr.C will have to work very late tonight and I will have to work very early.
Lucky for us we decided to hit last night and then we will try again probably tomorrow. Sucks, but what are you going to do. I decided I was not going to stress myself out this cycle. I’m not putting pressure on us to
hit every single say and kill ourselves in the process.
I did the math last cycle and where as the average person gets say 8 hours of sleep a night; I got 4.5 hours of sleep. In a 96 hour period I got 18 hours compared to the average of 32. So yeah, I'm not doing that to myself again. It's dangerous to be that tired.
So my stance this month is: If it happens; it happens. The song “Que Sera, Sera” has been stuck in my head and playing on loop lately.
Que Sera, Sera,
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours, to see
Que Sera, Sera
What will be, will be.
So I think this is my sign to back off. To keep being smart about things (Opk’s, temping, timing ) but to just realize no matter how much I plan or want something that it is out of my hands. That we have done all that we can do and we just have to sit back and find out what happens.
Right now, I think I'm in a good place. :D
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