Figured I'd take a picture of the ring Mr.C bought me for my birthday while I wait.
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Well... Damnit. I am dumb and I wrote everything out and apparently the stupid blogger app decided to revert everything back to the original post. Freaking lovely. I hate that damn thing and it makes me want to throw the damn thing against the wall. Anyways.
So, I talked to the doctor and I told her what was going on. I told her about the bleeding, the tests and then showed her the positive digital test.(Yes, I am a freak and actually showed her the picture. I didn't want her to think I was a liar or crazy if the test came back negative) Ya know, come to think of it, she probably thinks I am a little crazy anyway since I showed her the pee stick. Oh well.
Anywhoodles, She made me take one of their dip tests (thanks for that) and confirmed that I am "pregnant at this time" (...) She was very concerned that I had bleeding and spotting. She told me to make an appointment as soon as possible with the doctor she referred me to and that she was going to be faxing over the progress notes and pregnancy confirmation as soon as the appointment was over. She advised me to go ahead and go online, register and to request an appointment and scan in my copies of the paperwork as well. So, I came home and did that. I hope they have an appointment soon.
She freaked me out though because she told me she is worried about me miscarrying and to not have sex with Mr. C, to not do any strenuous exercise or lift anything heavy until I am able to go to my appointment. Is this normal (?), because it's freaking me out a little. She also told me if I started bleeding again or spotting to go to the ER and if I do begin to bleed no matter what happens, know it wasn't my fault. (UHH. OK? Thanks for that. I didn't really want to hear that when I'm already worried about it.) She told me congratulations and that was the end of my appointment besides switching around some small meds I am on.
I know I should be happy but I am so nervous and so cautious right now. I am like a "glass case of emotion". (=P) I just go from being nervous to happy , to worried, to happy back to being worried again. I guess for now I should just be happy that I am pregnant.
I just wish this huge knot would leave the pit of my stomach.



I love you and am here regardless.I am blessed to know you.Please know that you are loved :)
ReplyDeleteToday... you are pregnant! Allow yourself to be happy. Sending so many prayers that this little baby sticks! <3
ReplyDeleteYes, try to let yourself be happy! I am so excited for you and am crossing everything that the good news keeps coming. And your ring is gorgeous!
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