Saturday, September 22, 2012

CD 1- Temper Tantrum


    Well, I decided to make an update in regards to yesterday's thread. Ashton Kutcher did not pop of my uterus and punk me this morning. Instead AF came with all her fury and might and decided to throw a big ass temper tantrum while I was at work. Just like I figured she would. Apparently she is mad as hell and does not feel like being quelled at the moment. So, instead I am drinking a big glass of wine and relaxing on the couch with my heating patch on because I can't find my stupid heating pad. :grumble:

   So today is officially CD 1 and I'm in a good place. I was sad for a few minutes that AF showed but I was happy that she decided to end her mini hiatus.  I'm also just glad to get off the small emotional roller coaster that was last cycle. I know that compared to most people I had it really easy with only the last few days being a mindfuck and I'm grateful for that. It was just new experience for me since I try to rationalize everything and not get emotionally invested until I have some sort of certainty. You know?

  I am looking forward to this cycle coming up. I am feeling super optimistic about it. I'm crossing all of my fingers and toes that this will be the one and my journey into TTC will be short lived. Here are the reasons for my optimism:
  1. Mr. C and I will be celebrating our 3 year wedding anniversary this month.
  2. It is the beginning of autumn and I love autumn. It's my favorite season.
  3. Our short term disability insurance / hospital indemnity insurance now has cushion.
  4. We got the obligatory fuzzy feelings and nervousness about having "unprotected" sex out of the way. The whole "omg, sex has a purpose now" jitters are gone.
  5. We will be done with our trip to Atlanta for Counterpoint and I will be closer to flying up to see my BFF, T in November. (Hopefully with a Craftsy 2.0 in tow)
  6. My job has decided to keep my on day shift for the foreseeable near future.
  7. Even the lunar calendar thinks I may have a shot this month since my lunar window & FW line up. :o)
  8. Life is good. 
It's time for me to take a shower and get to bed soon. 4:30am comes awfully early in these parts. =(
-Craftsy
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1 comment:

  1. SabrinaSeptember 24, 2012 at 12:48 PM

    I'm glad you're trying to take a positive outlook on this Cycle. I try to look at CD2 (Because it's almost impossible on CD1) as another opportunity instead of looking back on a "failed" cycle!

    You've got a lot to look forward! Really excited you're blogging and we can follow you on your journey (& beyond!)!

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